Crappy Day

Today is just an all around crappy day!

First off, today is my first day back at work.

After 9 days of staying up late, sleeping in and hanging out all day

I absolutely hated waking up today!!

Secondly, today would have been my due date.

So that alone has me feeling sad and bummed out.

I just keep thinking how different our lives could have been right now..

All the what if's and why us's keep running through my mind.

Last but not least....

Today they had a refrigerator clean out here at work,

and I missed the reminder email..

because I have 9 days worth of emails piled up in my work inbox..

They threw out my delicious Salt Lick left overs that I was looking forward to!!

I'm not a very happy person today.

Bummer.....

Officer Noonan really screwed up my morning! I was on my way to work and boom.. I'm pulled over with a cop in my window. I was going 70 in a 60, at I35 & Ben White. I hate wasting money on a few moments of carelessness!!

One Month..

..until I turn 25, I'm so not looking forward to that..

So Much for That...

I mean, why is it that every time things are going good for me.. something goes and fucks up (pardon my french, I'm in a bad mood) I really liked my part time job.. the girls were cool.. the hours were nice.. and I liked the checks I was getting. But, as it always goes.. all good things must come to an end. I wasn't expecting it to be this soon though!!

My store manager informed me today, that due to us not hitting our daily numbers.. she has been forced to cut back hours in the support department.. which means.. Crystal gets the ax. She did however reassure me that it had nothing to do with my performance, and that if she ever has the opportunity to rehire my position.. she would call me first.

All in all.. Today was NOT a good day..

As if Things Weren't Already Bad Enough...

I go and lose the diamond in my wedding ring..... I feel sick. I looked down, the prong was bent, and the diamond was gone. We had been out with friends.. we went to eat and to Urban Outfitters.. we were in 2 different cars.. we were at my cousins house.. the thing could be anywhere!! I thought we had insurance on it.. but my husband failed to mention to me that I was supposed to be bringing it in every 6 months for cleanings and checks. Since I never brought it in, the warrinty is not vaild. So shitty. Now, I have no ring.

Diego and I really do not need anymore set backs! We are trying to move forward and plump up our savings.. but how can we do that.. when as soon as we get ahead, something bad goes and happens?!? We still have not gotten his car fixed.. Ugh. This really aggervates me!